I’ve been reckless, focused, scared, strong, elated, grateful, selfish, hopeless, depressed, satisfied, overwhelmed, challenged and exhausted. I have been in fight, flight and freeze mode. Normally, it’s easy for me to create goals and vision boards. However, this time I’ve got nothing BUT God.
Has it really been 10 weeks? It has been 10 weeks since I had a mental, emotional breakdown. The day where I felt pain, confusion, anxiety, anger and sadness. All of us have suffering, and all of us have that holy silence within us that pulls us back to reality if we can become aware of God being present.
We are in a new chapter, my family and I and I look forward to connecting with my family and friends, as well as brand new one’s. I look forward to family dinners with my boys, basketball games, Bible studies, new beginning’s, spending time in worship, serving and making decisions that matter.
I considered how life would be without God. When we go through things we have to be strong and know that God is our companion and he is willing and ready to reveal himself to us. He will help. I was in the midst of a mess and didn’t want to be aware of Gods presence, but he is omnipresent he is always there. He knew exactly what was going on and it was going on in his presence. You can’t hide a thing from God. He is our peace in the midst of a mess. He will help you to survive it!
If you are going through a difficult time, are not able to make the right decisions, take a step back, breathe and know God is there. At times you will feel by yourself BUT you are not alone. Be more aware that God is always with you.
“The Eternal is my shepherd, He cares for me always. He provides me rest in rich, green fields beside streams of refreshing water. He soothes my fears; He makes me whole again, steering me off worn, hard paths to roads where truth and righteousness echo His name. Even in the unending shadows of death’s darkness, I am not overcome by fear. Because You are with me in those dark moments, near with Your protection and guidance, I am comforted. You spread out a table before me, provisions in the midst of attack from my enemies; You care for all my needs, anointing my head with soothing, fragrant oil, filling my cup again and again with Your grace. Certainly Your faithful protection and loving provision will pursue me where I go, always, everywhere. I will always be with the Eternal, in Your house forever.”
Psalm 23 THE VOICE
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